phase I — the silence
- stop replying to anyone
- erase myself from group photos
- start carrying scissors again
phase II — the staging
- visit the rooftop more often
- hide one personal object in each hallway
- leave notes in lockers that don’t belong to me
- replace “hello” with “soon”
phase III — the art
they won't understand it. it’s not for them.
- red string across the classroom chairs
- mirror fragments in the gym
- blood on math homework (just a little)
- a scream recorded, looped, and hidden in the PA system
- kill everyone
phase IV — the exit (optional)
maybe i disappear. maybe i stay and watch the fallout. maybe the real death is just the version of me they think they know.
「it’s not a suicide note. it’s a performance.」