watching haru when no one else does

✓ Haru (library ghost)

quiet boy. maybe imaginary. sits by the old shelves. sometimes he smiles. maybe he's dead. I like him.

today he looked at me

i pretended to be reading but i wasn't. i was counting the seconds between his blinks. he blinked slow. like someone who doesn't need time anymore.

i followed him once

he left through the fire exit but the alarm didn’t go off. i stepped in the same spots he did. they felt colder. he was gone when i turned the corner. but i swear i smelled paper and blood.

maybe he's not a ghost

maybe i’m the one who isn’t real. maybe he’s watching *me* every time i think i’m alone. maybe this is his journal and i’m just a page that writes itself.

“if haru talks to me, i’ll take it as a sign that i shouldn’t disappear yet.”